November It 's been very fast, perhaps too much. But I am happy that December is upon us. I really feel so tired. My mood lately is so different that it scares me. I remain astonished at times to see my reaction, too often. It worries me that I was passing from euphoria to depression. Look forward to the Christmas holidays this year more than ever. I Just need to unplug from all that surrounds me and relax.
All in all, though, my life continues peacefully. Lots of work, lots of theater, the entertainment. I mean, I can not complain (although it is virtually impossible for me not to).
Yes, I have one thought fixed. A thought that has showed up again tonight. A dream that I would say very nice and made me wake up in a good mood, smiling. But what good dream, then if the reality is completely different?
not know, I think and think about how it all started and what we are now. I think of all the things said and I see them fade. While all this makes me feel good, the other doubts and distrust have not yet been defeated, in fact, are more insistent than usual.
Well, I can not understand people. I can not understand the meaning of all those words in the wind. Nice to hear, for charity, but are tired of living dreams, beautiful words, fantastic journeys. I need a real life. I need the words become deeds. And perhaps expect too much, but in the end it was you telling me to do so.
And as always many questions and few answers. But I'm tired of tag. I've looked for you and you have to make real the fantastic.
