All they see me more happy and relaxed.
I feel happier and relaxed.
My body feels well this idyllic state.
My work in this bea found serenity and tranquility.
I feel happier and relaxed.
My body feels well this idyllic state.
My work in this bea found serenity and tranquility.
Living in the beautiful early love, when everything seems beautiful and every possible difficulty to overcome. There is now something that could break me, nothing could make me give up, nothing could make me go back. But notice the difference to this story, other than the past. I did not think that all that was, he could hurt me so badly, but especially so could affect on me and on my in interacting with others.
I've never been able to express my emotions, at least not in words. It has always helped me write. Yet, for a short time, I was able to unlock and to be that I never thought could be. Big mistake that, now, I'm paying a high price and that, with me, is serving even the person next to me. Yes, I am still very much on the defensive and the mind is winning over the heart. The wounds have not healed completely and the heart, while wanting to give full, it tends to remain chained and protected by the right.
And I'm left to fight with what I want and what you can not do or say. With my silence urlarti all the emotions that would make me feel. With my joke that would communicate the seriousness of my feelings. With my reps who would like to make you understand what you mean to me. With my fear of being able to be ridiculous, trivial, stupid, naive.
so Seeking safety in your words. I demand that you constantly reassuring, words have been said, repeated, but that soothe my insecurities. And you who patiently I'm happy, you're close, to sustain me and love me.
I hate to be so.
hate memories who make the wounds bleed.
I hate people who showed me to be different and then she abandoned without remorse.
hate memories who make the wounds bleed.
I hate people who showed me to be different and then she abandoned without remorse.
I would give you more.
I wish I could tell you everything I feel, think and want.
I wish I could make happy.
I wish I could tell you everything I feel, think and want.
I wish I could make happy.
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